maybe redemption has stories to tell..

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 15:17:22 GMT

bring on the warm weather, mickey, and 4 days with the class of '07. :)

nine days!!!!!!

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:34:05 GMT

friends only from now on.

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:30:12 GMT

"you need to figure yourself out."

"it's better to have loved and lost to have never loved at all."

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 04:26:46 GMT

foreshadowing is crazyyy man. think about it. it really is.

.. is it still me that makes you sweat?

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:44:04 GMT

where have you been?
my long lost friend
it's good to see you again
come and sit for a while
i've missed your smile
today the past is goodbye
time can't erase a lover's embrace
can't you hear it calling?
a new day dawning
you were longing to find

love's taken you far
away from my heart
and i've been here all alone.
have your eyes failed to find
what took you from mine
a vision that's faded through time?
but you sailed away,
a fine summer's day
cause you heard it calling
a new day dawning
you were longing to find

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 15:14:19 GMT

i like him. =) i just have no idea what's going on with us yet. official, unofficial, i have no freaking idea. ooh well.

my job blows. my manager is gay and schedules retardedly. it annoys the crap out of me.

you should come over and dogsit with me since that's what i'll be doing for the next 2 days. this damn puppy.

<3!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 16:00:19 GMT

people use the word love much too easily. and it pisses me off.

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 22:41:22 GMT

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 03:15:08 GMT

i'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
i never thought we'd make it out alive
i never told you but it's all in your goodbyes♥

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 23:09:14 GMT

On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap."
(and that would be how??...)

On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost."
(but, it's "just" a suggestion.)

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down."
(well...duh, a bit late, huh!)

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after
heating."
(...and you thought????...)

On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on
body."
(but wouldn't this save me more time?)

On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or
operate machinery after taking this medication."
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5-year-olds with head-colds off those forklifts.)

On Nytol Sleep Aid: "Warning: May cause drowsiness."
(and... I'm taking this because???....)

On most brands of Christmas lights: "For indoor or outdoor use
only."
(as opposed to...what?)

On Sunsbury's peanuts: "Warning: contains nuts."
(talk about a news flash)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts: "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts."
(Step 3: maybe, uh...fly Delta?)

On a Swedish chainsaw:"Do not attempt to stop chain with your
hands or genitals."
(..was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)\

Thu, 25 May 2006 22:12:18 GMT

let's commit the perfect crime
i'll steal your heart and you can steal mine.

Thu, 11 May 2006 22:39:19 GMT

my life is so boring. this whole journal thing isn't fun anymore.

when i made up my mind
and my heart along with that
to live not for myself
but yet for god
somebody said
do you know what you are getting yourself into?
when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked god to remove the doubt
that makes me so unsure of these
things i ask myself
i ask myself
do you know what you are getting yourself into?
i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
your essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life

you said i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into.

Mon, 01 May 2006 22:02:44 GMT

i never thought i'd walk away from you
i did
but it's a false sense of accomplishment
every time i quit

anyone can see my every flaw
it isn't hard
anyone can say they're above this all
it takes my pain away

it's a lie a kiss with opened eyes
and she's not breathing back

♥

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 03:22:53 GMT

"i was just this messed-up kid from a messed-up family who didn't believe in much. and i kept making all these mistakes because i didn't have any reason not to. and then you came along with that big chip on your shoulder. you were so ready to take on the world, i was almost scared of you at first. but the really great thing was that you.. you didn't lie. you always told the truth. and before i knew it, i was in love with you. and i remember the moment it happened. it was the first time you smiled and i knew it was for me. and as long as i can be with you, my life doesn't have to be messed up anymore. you.. you believed in me, and by doing that, you showed me how to believe in myself. and i love you. i love you for how independant you are. and even though you're the most independant person i've ever met, you still sometimes need me. and i love that you don't trust everyone, but when you do, it's forever. and i love that when you smile at me, it's because i've earned it, and it's real. i don't want to be with anyone else but you for the rest of my life.”

:) i'm such a sap with cute quotes.

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 01:13:17 GMT

whoa-oh some people are really dramatic and it's really annoying, lol.
just an fyi :D

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 20:52:28 GMT

i hate changes.

but the weather today is absolutely amazing. spring.<3

eh.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 00:36:26 GMT

take my hand
we're leaving here tonight
there's no need to tell anyone
they'd only hold us down
so by the morning's light
we'll be half way to anywhere
where love is more than just your name

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 03:20:33 GMT

"you never think the last time is the last time, you think there will be more. you think you have forever, but you don't."

-grey's anatomy.

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 06:07:57 GMT

oh when i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
such a beautiful d i s a s t e r
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful?
or just a beautiful disaster

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:58:25 GMT

write this down
remember every word
you're not the things they told you way back then
you're so much more than the ideas in your head
so bury them
and keep them so they can return when you're alone
and so that you can fight them in the end

boy you know i'm sick&tired of healing all your pain
it's time for you to know the truth
and cast your cares away

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:37:31 GMT

you don't do it on purpose
but you make me s h a k e

♥♥

ps. happy birthday tomorrow lauren. i love you.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:30:06 GMT

hope in a kiss: it was like you have recieved a collect call from an inmate at the camden county correctional facility and then i heard this guys voice but i couldnt understand the name so i hung up
hope in a kiss: but what if that was their one phone callllll
Glltter xbomb: then they're fucked
Glltter xbomb: and it's all your fault

hahah i love you. you always know just what to say.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 15:23:26 GMT

i liked this weekend alotalot. but it sucks that i never have anything good to talk about in here.

maybe i should just stop updating, lol.

okay off to clean.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 03:30:10 GMT

if you can give it, then i can take it
cause if this heart is gonna break it's gonna take alot to break it
i know tonight
somebody's gonna win the fight
so if you're so tough, come on and prove it
your heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it
tonight you're gonna go down in flames
just like jesse james

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 04:00:56 GMT

so california. about that.

awesome. =)